eLimentary Frens

yeah..you guessed it..
Christmas eve is the worst day to shop..
it was reali crowded here,there and all oyer the place..
seems like evryone's rushin for last minute presents..lol..

niwaes,hang out wif my buddies..
it was fun..
we chat a lot n i reali miss them so much..
it's about time i give space for myself to chill..
i need a break badly..

Just Frens

truth hurts..i agree..

he said it..he treats me like a sister and a fren..
thats all..
well,i certainly knew it from the start..
he was just using me when he feels bored..
he always say nice stuff but he doesn't mean it..
he doesn't appreciate me:(

i just don't understand..
why must he call me 'darling' 3 times??
i don like ppl to say stuff and they don mean it..
i mean,i want ppl to show they love me not by sayin it??
true love exists??
i so don't noe??

niwae,wats life without its ups and downs??
maybe,just maybe i need some space to breathe..
for now,i don wan to talk about you..
i just want to pamper myself to something nice..

love myself like im never in love..

darLing

why are you doing this to me??

you make me:
~dream about you..
~smile when i got ur msg..
~laugh like there's no tmr..
~feel so loved..

best of all,you text:
~hi morning darling..hehe
and
~i miss you..

it tingles my heart so much..
can we ever be together darling..lol..
make my wish come true:)

Open House

whee..
juz went to republic's openhouse..
with my lovely fab frens..
well,guess wat..got a thumbdrive and more goodie bags..
arent they juz generous??

niwae,my purpose of going there was to see the course they offer..
im soo into biomedics but they don offer attachments..
the truth is,i don wana go poly but college..LoL..

it was raining heavily..we were ol soaked n hungry..
well,drop off to the mall and had lunch at 2pm..
i had chicken bbq..Sumptious:)
had blisters ol over my foot..
ouch..so bought new pair of sandals..

then made our way to town..wanted to see her[my fren] work..
sad case,wat a tough job selling ties huh..
then off i went home...

haiz..so damn tired..
i missing you more every single day..

im Soo in Lurve

im so over the moon..
well,he apologised and was ashamed of the incident..
n he was bloody mad at his fren..lol
i knew it he wasn tat kind of guy..
oohh,thank God for tat:)

and juz now at 1am..we text each other..
he said im cute..coz mayb im too concern over him..'blush'
n he stil wanted me to wake him up for work..
then,we make a deal..
i wake him up,he treat me..

then he doze off,wantin me to sleep together wif him..[as in sleep same time]
he left with the last text at 1.44am sayin:

1.dream about me k and
2.miz u too! :)

im so in love with you..
dreamin bout u is not enuf..
juz make it come true ok:)

Shock Of My Life

i cant believe it..
well,today around 1 am,i was stil facing the comp..
n im suppose to wake him up for work at 6am..

So i lied to him n said that i wana sleep..
to my horror,i receive a msg at 1.15am frm him ..

him: sweetheart i'l cal u ltr tonite n we masturbate..

i was like..Shock!!i mean firstly he never cals me sweetheart..n if he wished me good nite already,he cant be textin me again wif this nonsense..
i had two stuff tat makes me worried you see:

1.He was messaging other women but accidently sent it to me..[tat wil surely blow me up]
2.He's tat kind of guy,so into sex and ol.,[hopefully not]

but i believe he is not tat kind of guy..then i received anothe 2 more msg at 1.23..

him:if u receive the following nonsentical msg,don reply..my fren sent wrongly..hehe

i mean wats so funny..he made my heart jump out of my mouth n i was on the verge of crying..
n what is he doing at this late hour wif his fren wen he is suppose to be sleeping!!
i was kind enuf to wake him up for werk..wat the f***..

niwae,i couldn sleep tat well,n i din wake him up..i overslept..lol
n i was expectin sum apology but it didnt happen till now..
i so dunno..but then,i believe him..
i gues,it's one of the test he n i must go thru..
mayb we'll work it out,mayb not..

i dunno..but i stil want you..
till the truth is out..
secrets between him n me is mine..

New Frens Treasured

todae,went out with a fren of mine..
seriously,its weird coz we may be in the same sch but she's not my clique of frens..
n coz my damn frens busted me,i decided to make new ones..lol

niwae,it was reali damn fun..we laff,joked,talk,bitch about,shared secrets and had lunch..
it was so amazing as to how much we get to accomplish in juz a day..
thank you so muc 4 making my day great..
i owe u loads..lol

n i made two other new frens..both frm diff sch..
it was fun coz we juz chat online n wolla,we became frens..
chat here and ther,n it was damn stoopid lah coz they make me feel soo alive..
lol..
new frens are treasured you see..
sometimes frens doesn't last so u need to always make new ones..
n ur ol buddy might not always be ther 4 u wen u need them..
hehe..

Thank God

you wont believe it..
he came bac into my life again..

how it happen??
wel,i confess sayin i mis him a lot..
n he missed me too..
we text then we chat online..
oh my God..
i cant stop tinkin bout you..
you make me soo happy..

n i want to see you badly lah..
read my mind guy..read it n ask me out..
im soo into you:)

Frens my Ass!

im reali sad..
u see,i've started working among my frens and it's not fair..
i have to sacrifise my time..

i mean i get the cash..they get to enjoy life n im not in it..
they haf so much fun without me..
but i reali need money coz i want to get what i want..
haiz,money cant reali buy everything can they??

if they're reali my frens,they wud not brag about how much fun they had at theme parks and all..i mean,i don mind them havin fun but they're making me feel left out..

seriously,dn reali noe wat happen to my frens??
wher they ol haf gone??
i miz havin FUN with them!!

i need u

cant stop tinkin bout you..
every time i try to forget,i just cant..
i dream about u..ol the time

i mis u badly..i wana see u..i wana feel u..i wana hear ur voice..
can i cal u?can i meet u?can i text u?

please..call me..bring me out..funny thing is,do u rmb me?
i mean,we never chat,never see each other,never even laff together..
we just text..
how will we noe each other if we never meet up..

i longed for u..n i only get to see ur pic..it melts my heart away..do u noe tat?
can we meet juz once..i juz want to see u for the first n last time..
tats ol im askin for..i want my eyes to believe wat im seeing..the truth.

ur smile?ur features?especially ur eyes?
i've changed..im no longer tat cute little gal..
i juz want u to noe tat i mis u badly..
infact,i love u..

Cant stop Smiling..

OMG..

well,i haf been workin as a secretary n its a tiring job indeed..but then,i need money so that i can shop til i drop..haiz..niwae,went for lunch..

i decided to pack a meal at a fast food restaurant to bring up to the office..
while waitin 4 my turn to order,i was tinkin of wat to buy..
then the manager ask wat i wanted:

me: bandito student meal and...
mng:eay here take away?
me:take away
mng:ok,eat here..

wth man..i haven finish my sentence n he din even hear wat i said..suddenly one of the worker attend to me..n he was like smiling at me..so i smiled at him..its curtosy u see..

him:yes,can i help you?
me:blah..blah..
him:wat sauce do u want?
me:blah..blah..

n seriously,he was smiling ol the way talkin to me..like so sweet lah..then he din even blink n he was starin at me ol the time..even wen handlin the money..haha..omg,like soo cute..its like givin him his desired wish..lol

btw,he forgot my bandito so i went bac ther..

me:sorry,i tink u forgot my bandito..
him:oh yes.here it is..

n guess wat??wen he saw me again,he couldn stop smilin..haha..infact,he felt pleased..lol..well,he made my day..i mean haha..so funny lah..mayb in a few days time i'll go there again 2 see him smile..

got a Job!

wee..got a job as a secretary..

starting this monday..i just cant wait..well,been searching for tons of jobs and wee,cant believe it..
i want money..

ok,im gettin a bit crazy..lol..
well,i always am..
hehe..