aww..sweet :]

Girl: do i ever cross in ur
mind?

Boy: no.

Girl: do u like me?

Boy: not really.

Girl: do u want me?

Boy: no.

Girl: would u cry if i left?

Boy: no.

Girl: would u live for me?

Boy: no.

Girl: would u do anything for me?

Boy: no.

Girl: choose-- me or ur life?

Boy: my life.

The girl runs away in shock and pain
and the boy runs after her
then says...

The reason u never cross in my mind is
because u're always on my mind..

The reason why i don't like u is
because i love u..

The reason why i don't want u is
because i need u..

The reason i wouldn't cry if u left is
because i would die if u left..

The reason i wouldn't live for u is
because i would die for u..

The reason why i'm not willing to do
anything for u is
because i would do everything for u..

and

The reason i choose my life is
because
YOU ARE MY LIFE..

it's so sweet man..i wish someone would say that to me..

he said that to me..

-n i think i had u in my mind wen i was thinking these words..
-i think u r smart enuf 2 know wot simplicity means?? rite ?
-simplicity not only means.....
being very simple in da way u dress(babe)........
the way u tlk.....n walk..
its all abt the heart n soul...
-n according 2 wot i think........
u r beautiful at ur heart as well as soul..

-my kind of girl is a girl.....who believes in herself......
her simplicity speaks it all......her attitude 2wards life is 1 thing wot matter's..
-beautyy n blah blah....its got nothn 2 do with love...love itself makes a person beautifull..
-u dont need 2 have gorgeous eyezzz....or sensuous lips.....
n marvellous features..m happy wid ur smiless

so all i wud end up saying is
-U R PERFECT......!!!
-i like u the way u r

compliCated

women..like me for instance..
are different in many ways but when it comes to love..
it might be a bit similar...
most are still confused about it and feeling kind of complicated..
just like me=)

you may hate a guy one moment but after that,it might be a different story..
like they say looks are important as first impression counts..
but soon,it's the charm that melts our heart..

i may be a teenager but i experience love too..
it is just that maybe it is not the right time for me yet..
i ain't a bitch..and i ain't a despo..
i prefer falling deeply with someone then just using him as pleasure..
im not inhuman..i don't toy with feelings..
and when the time is right,when the guy is the one i want to be with..
i will know it..

bgr can wait..just because you have a boyfriend does not mean you're mature..
that's wrong..but girls think of it this way..
and they thought the title 'girlfriend' means they can DO anything with him..
now that is stupid okay..

why waste your virginity on someone who uses you as pleasure..
TAKE NOTE:women have feelings and we're not toys!!

anyway,i really can't decide??
i hate Allan but i know how he feels towards me..
i like J.S but i can't seem to accept his past..
i think i'm in love with Iz but he got a gf already..
and and..the list is endless...

whatever it is..i just can't decide..
they might like me but i'm scared they won't accept me..
i'm more than just that..they don't know yet..
and 'that' refers to the real me..

help me!!

should i?

i am so confused..
i like him but i don't like him..
and i feel so bad for rejecting those dates..
should i date him??

my friends say i should but i don't know..
he sounds nice and fun..
i mean can he be trusted??
zack says that everyone has a dark side..
and going on dates does not necessary makes me his girlfriend..
so i should just go out with him..

haizzz.......
i can't decide??

half-hearTed

Goodness..i'm so utterly shocked..
Not that shocked..but still a bit shocked..
i mean it is so hard to get virgin man nowadays..

J.S called me and we chat awhile..
and guess what,i couldn't meet him this friday..
got some plans to do..he was fine with it actually..
and then he talked about sex..
i call it sexual education..

he blobbed and blunder..and he said it..
he done it before..Numerous time..Yes,it's sex..
i haven't even met him yet..he scares me now..
and i feel like not meeting him..he can do anything do me..
you never know..
but i still want to meet him..
no harm being friends right??
but??

i feel so heart-broken..i mean i din't expect him to be that kind..
i thought he wasn't that type..
but i was wrong..and i don't have the rights to judge people..
i don't know..
i feel like crying but it's no use..

and the thing is,he's not the only man who's not a virgin..
there's so many out there..
but whatever it is..
i'm glad i'm a virgin and proud to be one:)

dates?

Girls day out was so much fun..
met up with sarah,syaz,amy and lisa..
thank god sarah wasn't tat upset anymore..
incase you dIdn't know,she just had a major break up with HIM..
so we were there to comfort her and gossip all day long:)

it was uber great at first until we saw Allan at starbucks..
he was smirking happily and omg,he even winked at us..
but lisa was making a point that he was winking at me..
euu..gross..i could almost puke!!
when i say i want Allan out of my life,i mean it ok!!

then suddenly my damn phone rang..
omg,it's him.. J.S
i could feel my face burning hot..
we chat and he asked me out on a date..
i so can't believe it at first..
i leave him to decide where he wants to bring me..
yey..im on cloud nine:)))

back in buSiness:)

omg..sorry for NOT updating..
i had soo many things on my mind lately..
and i just needed time to be alone..
i need to think through about my future..
and i break-down a lot last few weeks:(
but im uberly fine now..infact,im doing damn great:)

having a hard time? just had a major break-up??
don't worry,you'll see yourself augling new fish in the sea..
i can assure you there's one special man you'll meet among the billions:)
sarah-this is for you:)cheer up,he is not worth for all you know..

anyway..it's already february..time seems to fly pretty fast..
sweet memories will always be remembered..
the bitter will always be forgotten..

p.s. get out of my life right now sam..you're wasting your time here..
and i don't love you even as a friend..you hurt me a lot..