ouch..

it hurts a lot..
it really really hurts..
i just can't take it anymore..
every time i think about it,those bloody tears keep dripping..
drop by drop hitting and crashing my lil fantasies..

it hurts so much..
'we complete each other..my only___ and his only ___.'
those words..
belongs to them..yes them but not me..

and i have indeed given up..
the battle haven't even started..
call me a coward but i know giving up now means getting less hurt later..
i know i'll lose even if i fight..
let this be an eye openner for me to start anew..

but i just can't..and i must learn to..
damn it..
when the distance gets further,i chicken out..
please God,help me..
light my way..