stupid world

i am so stupid..i know that it cannot happen..
i know that it will NEVER happen..
it was such a clear cut for me..
who was to blame??

at first,i played along with the game..i know it was impossible between us..
but i just carried on..hoping that one day he'll wake up from the fantasies..
soon,i fell into it..
i started believing about the possibilities..
and i know that it can never happen but i still go on..
i was such a stubborn bitch..
i didn't realise i was going the wrong way..
i started loving him..i began to crave for him..
what an idiot..

then,it ended just like that..
he realises that it WAS impossible between us..
he left,taking his heart away from mine..
'how can two people chat online and fall in love..'

but that's okay..i can pull this through ALONE..
now i'll be waitin for the sun to rise..
a new beginning..and out i go with a feeling of hope..