stupid tears

YES I AM CRYING PROFUSELY..

I don't know why.. Feelings kinda took over my body.
And...I'm just upset..

I think I'm falling in love.. But this time, i'm taking it slow..
really slow to the point I dont know if it will work out..
I'm scared..afraid to lose that someone..
part of me wants him..infact i miss him..and i truly need him..
IM SO DEPENDENT ON HIM...

what effing happen to the independent me..
One who doesn't fall in love easily.
One who moves on and cant wait to carry on with the journey..
One whose strong and can surpass anything in life..

im getting weaker around you and i hate that..
i stil have my doubts..Will you wait for me??

even though we're not really together ...i feel hurt..
those words written on your wall..
what do you mean by goin back in time..?
what do you mean by taking chances last time?

i feel lousy.. like what am i to you?
are you trying to say that if only you had taken those chances last time,
you wouldn end up with me..?

OLALALA

Life has been great so far..

I'm seeing SOMEONE..

I'm dating SOMEONE..

I think I'm falling for him soon.. Like soon..

And I'm scared...



Don't miss me readers=]
Im going to be on Hiatus..
So much to do yet so little time ...

give up or what?

It's been years since I last blogged..

well..Life has been okay lately..
I just cant help it though..

Giving up on someone because you love him so much and you can't take the pain anymore..
It hurts to love someone and not get their love back in return..
Just thinking of him makes me smile even when the world turn their back against me..
Now..It's different...Totally different...

I GAVE UP..!!

and...
YOU..
so much of you helping me..
What kind of a friend are you? Why are you doing this to me?
After all that i have been through, siding you, helping you out..
Is this how you return back my favour..
Because of you, life ain't how it was..
and You cause it all..

:(