stupid world

i am so stupid..i know that it cannot happen..
i know that it will NEVER happen..
it was such a clear cut for me..
who was to blame??

at first,i played along with the game..i know it was impossible between us..
but i just carried on..hoping that one day he'll wake up from the fantasies..
soon,i fell into it..
i started believing about the possibilities..
and i know that it can never happen but i still go on..
i was such a stubborn bitch..
i didn't realise i was going the wrong way..
i started loving him..i began to crave for him..
what an idiot..

then,it ended just like that..
he realises that it WAS impossible between us..
he left,taking his heart away from mine..
'how can two people chat online and fall in love..'

but that's okay..i can pull this through ALONE..
now i'll be waitin for the sun to rise..
a new beginning..and out i go with a feeling of hope..

in a girl n guy head..

When you catch a girl
glancing at you,
she wants you to look
back and {{smile}} =)

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When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

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When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

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When you break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

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When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through
her
mind

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When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply

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When a girl looks at you with eyes
full of
questions,
she is wondering *how long you will be
around*

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When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after
a
few seconds,
she is {{NOT}} at all fine

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When a girl stares at you,
SHE IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE PLAYING
GAMES WITH HER ):

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When a girl lays her head on your
chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers
FOREVER

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When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that YOU are
her future

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When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

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When a girl is mean to you after a
break-up
she wants you back, but shes
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever

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Guy Facts:


When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

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When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you.

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When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

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When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a
few
minutes
he means it

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When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

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When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

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When a guy calls/texts/comments you
everyday,
he is in love

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When a (good) guy tells you he loves
you,
he means it

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When a guy says he can't live without
you,
he's with you till your done

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When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else